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露地 Path — a garden where the texts wait for your step.
Poems
106
- 01 Когда пишу от руки - буквы MMXXVI
- 02 And how old you are — doesn't matter — Loss MMXXVI
- 03 What did the Aztecs sing when Darkness MMXXVI
- 04 You're looking at a point between the wall and the moon, Loss MMXXVI
- 05 Google, build a road Reason MMXXVI
- 06 In this rain every day — it's all one and Loss MMXXVI
- 07 Red, like a brand in memory, — Reason MMXXVI
- 08 In that sense it all looks simple: Loss MMXXV
- 09 With scissors out of the fog I cut out Writing MMXXV
- 10 The trees stood in a queue — Silence MMXXV
- 11 I feel sick from them the way I do from Alienation MMXXV
- 12 Silence calls You Silence MMXXV
- 13 Silence — is also a text. Keeping quiet Silence MMXXV
- 14 There logic Smashes Against some kind of Glitch MMXXV
- 15 At night I wanted to drink water, but Everyday MMXXV
- 16 Caught myself on the thought, that I haven't eaten for three, Everyday MMXXV
- 17 There, where there was a Home Loss MMXXV
- 18 I today am writing Writing MMXXV
- 19 What a shameless one you are eating with an unwashed Encounter MMXXV
- 20 And what do you even need this truth for? Better to take Reason MMXXV
- 21 You'll die for me, fixing your bangs. Encounter MMXXV
- 22 Extremes Sat on the couch. Scream. Reason MMXXV
- 23 I stopped writing: as if, I hadn't existed Writing MMXXIV
- 24 Around you I can't eat, the bite won't go down my throat. It turns me inside out. Encounter MMXXIV
- 25 I, blinking after Loss MMXXIV
- 26 You will be hated by the living, Alienation MMXXIV
- 27 A crooked lane by the Louvre. Summer in Paris. Everyday MMXXIV
- 28 It's hard to take a step. The sign – to the right; The red eye of the traffic light Glitch MMXXIV
- 29 The Professor. That's what they called him – A White Suit, Limit MMXXIV
- 30 In white blossom the birches opened out. You thought, Glitch MMXXIV
- 31 "We – are minds", - in our eyes galaxies flicker. Reason MMXXIV
- 32 Sometimes my throat hurts, but not so much, that it's a big deal. In places it's wildly boring, Everyday MMXXIV
- 33 I'm like a dead god, — truly out of nowhere, on the right – wretched, Alienation MMXXIV
- 34 Those very white snows night after night soundlessly Silence MMXXII
- 35 A high-voltage song straight into your ears, tune in to the wave Glitch MMXXII
- 36 You dream of dissolving in the crowd, you get closer in the moment, you bleach the grey out of sleepy faces Alienation MMXXII
- 37 The cat went missing, a dog turned up. Life — a skew off the norm: you can roll off with no wheels Glitch MMXXII
- 38 So slowly and carefully your world presses Encounter MMXXII
- 39 This heart is a thousand years old, he isn't like other people. Yesterday you decided to shed light on him, Encounter MMXXII
- 40 And the phosphorus burning in bones, and the sharp dirk of thought will help, while I'm a guest at yours, Encounter MMXXII
- 41 You see, how they burn in the night and pour light out Reason MMXXII
- 42 People are like islands: White sand will greet you, but in fact it's water all over the place: Alienation MMXXII
- 43 A rattlesnake's rattle Filled my hands with lead, Melancholy's favourite girlfriend, Darkness MMXXII
- 44 I walked on Primrose. It was Dusk. On the hill that here Alienation MMXXII
- 45 I'll brush the paranoia off, Without eating a single pill, I'll chase it down with time, Reason MMXXII
- 46 For hundreds of years one and the same question Who we really are Reason MMXXII
- 47 Smashing into constellations on the march, night is late for the visit. today it got a century older, Loss MMXXII
- 48 They left in white And said goodbye to everyone in silence, Loss MMXXII
- 49 In the head, right at the bottom, They quietly registered me. Then I'll live in a dream, Darkness MMXXII
- 50 How beautifully you stand here, and you even make me Loss MMXXII
- 51 In the darkness that never once saw a morning The rays of a black sun Reminded me of gleam, the shimmer of mother-of-pearl, Darkness MMXXII
- 52 You turned into someone else's block. Darkness shorted the street lamp out, and it, throwing crackle around, Darkness MMXXII
- 53 Morning. Coffee. A hangover in the rain makes an umbrella useless. Everyday MMXXII
- 54 I read in the cellars of Versailles to old rats Writing MMXX
- 55 Stop the taxi. I'm getting out. Or a bit wider Everyday MMXX
- 56 In your stairwell the bulbs are always smashed. Apparently that's how someone Everyday MMXX
- 57 On the clock - a quarter to three, I have just turned Limit MMXX
- 58 The skyscrapers swayed smoothly, Straining dejectedly Alienation MMXX
- 59 And now the music has stayed with me with black branching notes, beaten in under the skin with explosive bars, Loss MMXX
- 60 We all look like museums of fears, we go on judging Alienation MMXX
- 61 Can I ask you straight out, Not over vodka? I doubt I'll destroy you with this. Encounter MMXX
- 62 He's like a thief in a desert land, steeped Alienation MMXX
- 63 Yesterday you stopped Eating for breakfast Good thoughts Darkness MMXX
- 64 And grabbing air so hard that gills come out, Limit MMXX
- 65 Rain falls inside the fridge. Puddles are scattered all over the flat. I decided you won't find me among them Everyday MMXX
- 66 Neither white nor black, Nor pockets full of immortality: If only a shot of something fresh Reason MMXX
- 67 That autumn day after day showered the trees with flattery. Loss MMXX
- 68 And there I stand smoke-soaked, surplus Alienation MMXX
- 69 You flip through days — behind them people, and somewhere far off, Limit MMXX
- 70 I was taught by Van Gogh's paintings, that God — Reason MMXX
- 71 Play parting with me. I see a secret meaning — to keep your smile Loss MMXX
- 72 In the days, When fingers wove like vine, Where across the rooftops walked Loss MMXVII
- 73 Dazzlingly white The snow drops peaks from the sky. Piercingly howls Darkness MMXVII
- 74 The shark is beautiful Dangerous, playful Those red teeth and that ginger mane Glitch MMXVII
- 75 If some people lived only rightly And others – not so much, Reason MMXVII
- 76 Every day, beside myself, I aim a tornado At the house burned down by loving. Darkness MMXVII
- 77 Don't forget why you're here, What you daydream of every hour! Tear but don't tear through that thread, Reason MMXVII
- 78 To live in taboo At an amble, But in an even delirium. Alienation MMXVII
- 79 The ball of reality is tangled, And there's no needle at hand, That knits the thread of what's actual Glitch MMXVII
- 80 You're curious, like, what am I up to? What difference does it actually make? Because only in your head am I a troublemaker. Loss MMXVII
- 81 How deep into a person's consciousness To fill up the virtual world. To become the centre of the digital age, Alienation MMXVII
- 82 Thoughts about a future free of want, I laid morals down like straw. Traded off a growing dream, Reason MMXVII
- 83 Wildly insane Unreasoning creature, In places Glitch MMXVII
- 84 The tenth prophecy in the distance, The spirituality of a business society? A fair distribution of wealth Reason MMXVII
- 85 A beautiful face, A clear intonation, An anxious breathiness, Alienation MMXVII
- 86 Provocative speeches Pull at the tongue To pick the question up Encounter MMXVII
- 87 No sense in pushing on further, Not a platoon but a regiment of nerves. Squeeze the trigger, and at your feet Darkness MMXVII
- 88 Measured breathing, The load of a long distance. Gradual getting used to it Limit MMXVII
- 89 You're the silver fox yourself And a braggart! I've seen plenty like you, Encounter MMXVII
- 90 I am independent Beautiful and Clever High-mountain and rare grass! Alienation MMXVII
- 91 Tell me about yourself. I've forgotten about people. Among the white shards Encounter MMXVII
- 92 Tucked inside the devil's coat, Under the ocean's moan Got me a sail down from the sky Darkness MMXVII
- 93 A crime against nature. Too grandiose, is it..? Anticipating the features of the breed Reason MMXVII
- 94 A fighter's deadliest weapon — Not fists broken in brawls, And not kevlar, not armour. Reason MMXVII
- 95 I laid out a garden Of living stones A coral façade Writing MMXVII
- 96 An icy, ragged, lashing word Tore off the crown of leaves. Spoiled the weightless. Writing MMXVII
- 97 We are the wrappers of our own mind, Garish cases. On brands Reason MMXVII
- 98 You betrayed the ideal of the revolution, And it isn't that anyone got scared. It's calmer to live without lectures and scolding. Alienation MMXVII
- 99 Kakitsubata — What kind of beast are you? Lightning-quick, Writing MMXVII
- 100 They're prepping us for the meeting With the planets' new resident. Made by a genius's hand, Reason MMXVII
- 101 The dogs of Catalonia wag their tails at me. Let's do it without irony, Reason MMXVII
- 102 How hard it is to meet kind eyes At rush hour, and in an overpacked carriage Hoping the crowd won't chew you up Loss MMXVII
- 103 Grown up for a long time now, it seems, And you understand, that this option isn't yours, Alienation MMXVII
- 104 The sharp razor of reason with one dangerous stroke Recut the soul's achievements. Reason MMXVII
- 105 The aftertaste of meetings, The residue of beautiful movements From the neck to the curve of the shoulders. Encounter MMXVII
- 106 To live, The instinct of self-preservation To jam without mercy Limit MMXVII
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States
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105 poems · 10 states · one current
Not a mood scale — a circuit: where the norm cracks, the other becomes an event, silence teaches the line.
Years
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Categories
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Words
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Horizon 5 Fog 5 Delirium 5 Heart 13 Strength 5 Art 13 Isolation 5 Cold 13 AI 2 God 10 Madness 10 Rain 7 Life 54 Moral 15 Freedom 7 Solitude 12 Cosmos 12 Night 12 Meaning 25 Wind 4 Mind 25 Depths 4 Wine 9 Past 17 Darkness 9 Fear 9 Paradise 1 Friends 9 Artificial Intelligence 6 Beautiful 6 Loss 14 Virus 3 Reason 3 Whiskey 3 Time 37 Parting 11 Beauty 3 Century 8 Sky 21 Love 29 Nature 29 We 8 World 21 Rage 8
刊 · Imprints
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Books and anthologies — publications only, no poem feed. Open to buy.
- 他 Not You Не тебя 2020 · LitRes · collection Existential surrealism: London, Paris, the metro, and a coffee grinder chewing thoughts. Short poems — a digital volume on LitRes. →
- 遊 Playing, Choose a Game Играя выбери игру 2020 · Skifia · anthology · AJL, vol. 15 First appearance in the Anthology of Living Literature (Skifia, St. Petersburg). A paper volume — poems among contemporaries. →
- 影 A Thin Shadow of Time Времени тонкая тень 2022 · Skifia · anthology · AJL, vol. 18 AJL volume eighteen. Hardback from Skifia — Kakitsubata’s next appearance in print. →
- 岸 In the House on the Shore В доме на берегу 2024 · Skifia · anthology · AJL, vol. 22 AJL volume twenty-two (St. Petersburg, 2024). A new selection in the anthology — paper or ebook from Skifia. →
- 生 To Live Жить 2017 · LitRes · collection First collection: old values at the edge of a new world. To live, simply to be — read and download on LitRes. →
- 面 #societyofdeadpoets #обществомёртвыхпоэтов 2020 · LitRes · collection Masks and looking for yourself between the lines. A collection to laugh, ache, and think — on LitRes. →